I miss my mom.
I saw something funny on tv and thought how Mom would have appreciated it.
And all of a sudden I ached to be with her, talk with her, hug her, smile and laugh, laugh, laugh with her.
I'm so tired of that ache.
All this year my goal is to work at turning that ache into a smile of a memory.
I'm tired of crying over her.
I just want to laugh and smile when I think of her.
I don't know if my goal can be achieved.
I know that a year working at it might not be enough.
Will it take a lifetime?
I don't know
What I DO know is.....
I miss my mom.
I saw something funny on tv and thought how Mom would have appreciated it.
And all of a sudden I ached to be with her, talk with her, hug her, smile and laugh, laugh, laugh with her.
I'm so tired of that ache.
All this year my goal is to work at turning that ache into a smile of a memory.
I'm tired of crying over her.
I just want to laugh and smile when I think of her.
I don't know if my goal can be achieved.
I know that a year working at it might not be enough.
Will it take a lifetime?
I don't know
What I DO know is.....
I miss my mom.
1 comment:
I feel for you and I hope that ache does turn to a smile. I'll say a prayer for you that it does, and send you a virtual hug. I can't imagine what it's like, but I do feel the sadness in your words and I hope you do find some peace. :)
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